I.. just... wanna... rather... die...
I'm so depressed ans i want to hide it from everyone but i guess someone will actually notice this... or not..??
If someone notices, he/she doesnt tell me,... whaa! i feel like im going through the depression..
LIFE SOMETIMES OBLIGATES YOU TO LIVE IT....
Fortunatelyy, for not letting me down and stiopping me from cutting my venes, it's this Inuyasha song's "Change The World" by V6, it's so full of hope, that makes me feel better i guess..
and my plan...? I want to stop it, to talk to them!! but i guess that now it's no use... i'd rather stop.. but it's too late to do that right now.. aahhhh... i'm a mad girl now..
But after a few hours...
everything is gonna change... i'll post update sof that "plan" later and how it is going..
really, even if they are "weird"... they are (or were?) still friends,
i...
..somehow..
..miss....
...them
... I SAID IT!
I SAID IT!!You know.. im a mad girl expecting this day to be over...
Labels: depressed, depression
