Depressed... depressed.. that's all I have to say.

Friendship, friendship.. what is it?? Seriously. don't know why all of this is happening to me.. OMG I ate alone again!
It has been two days with this one >__< All because I and a friend of a friend (an possesive one I must say) don't like each other!!(heh, I don't like her too.. I HATE her wait of acting... And true friend supports that... (she said: Hey! I'm gonna lunch with R***** and S***** "- that meaning - not with ya

aaarrrggghh!!! How much am I going to suffer this P A I N !!!

And the worst thing is that I pretend to agree with that ... we'll that's because I want to be more mature than her other friend.. but hell, this is so much pain

And my other friend (the MOST SERIOUS AND INTROVERTED) got another guy as a friend (noo.. lying.. they were in a proyect so she couldn eat i think.. when we were in a group we were like that LOL... I couldn't eat too XD ).. so...

I ate ALONE

But I think it's all for my shyness... I'm too shy (thought friends say that I'm not... O.K) but I have a limited number of friends (too limited...) and I can't get to talk with guys! >______< (nah, it's not that i can't talk, but to be friends of... only one... but i only see him once in a week >__<)

I want to be SOOO EXTROVERTED!! THS IS DRIVING ME CRAZYY!!?!!!


Waaahh! this is tyring. . . . >________< oh and I forgot my anatomy report! >_<

And you know what? I'm skipping classes because of doing this post.

Labels: alone, depressed, emo, going mad, lonely, pain, shy, shyness, suffering